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I was diagnosed with epilepsy on Friday.

My first thought was, “This is very inconvenient.”

I asked the doctor how it happened, but there is no apparent cause. It just is.

I didn’t do anything to cause epilepsy, nor is anyone else responsible for it. I find this frustrating, not because I want to lay blame, but because I’m the kind of person who wants to know why things happen.

As I sat waiting, first for the medical intern, then for the doctor, and later while waiting for blood work, I was reading and rereading Psalm 139:

My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. (Psalm 139:15-16)

I was intricately woven. All the days of my life have been planned. Every moment.

While this brings comfort, it also hurts. It is a strange mix of pain and awe to know that an infinitely wise God has crafted my brain just so.

To have seizures.

To be broken.

It is a difficult truth that God had planned that day. I was told that I have epilepsy. I will have to be on medication indefinitely. I may someday need brain surgery.

My husband was watching our children, so there was no one to share the news with. It would be three hours before I could meet up with my family.

Yet, I will say that I did not feel alone:

Where shall I go from your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from your presence? If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there! If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me. (Psalm 139:7-10)

My Lord Jesus walked with me in those hours. As He does now. He loves me and knows my grief. He will use my brokenness to point others to Himself.

I have epilepsy. To God be the glory.

Several months ago, I bought an iPad. While we are, in general, Apple aficionados in the Armstrong house, this wasn’t a random gadget purchase. For a while Emily and I have wondered, “What if you don’t have your laptop available to you—what’s your backup?”

Well, last week my laptop became unavailable after an unexpected fall that left it more or less a fancy paperweight. So since Thursday morning I’ve been using my iPad for everything.

All my updates on the blog. All my correspondence. Even my work for my day job (when I’ve not been busy recuperating from a nasty cold.

So far, the experience has been interesting. There are a lot of positives and a few drawbacks as well. Here are a few of the strengths and weaknesses I’ve found so far:

Strength: Great apps keep you from missing a step.

I love Pages for the iPad for word processing. It’s got terrific functionality and a very clean interface. Whenever I’ve been working in it, generally I’ve been a happy camper. However, there are a few things it can’t do, like read annotations made with Word’s reviewing tools. That’s where CloudOn comes in. This app gives you all the features you need when collaborating with Word users, allowing you to accept changes, respond to their comments and more—which worked out well for me on Friday when I needed to work on a very important project.

Weakness: WordPress’ dashboard interface isn’t tablet-friendly enough (yet).

I love WordPress as a content management system and blogging platform. They’ve made some wonderful improvements in getting the dashboard mobile friendly and having an app that’s pretty decent.

However, many of the functions available are painful to try and use on an iPad. Accessing your media library or formatting text, come readily to mind. Personally, I’ve found that it’s not worth the hassle to try to add an image at this point. I’m sure there are some major improvements on the way with WordPress 3.5 and beyond, but for now, it’s left me a bit cold.

Weakness: You’re going to need accessories.

The iPad’s on-screen keyboard is great for short tasks like writing an email or a Facebook or Twitter update, but for anything more intensive, you’re going to need some additional hardware. My iPad’s case includes a very thin keyboard—so thin that it’s practically a touchscreen itself—which is really nice for travelling or taking notes in a meeting, but when I’m settled somewhere, my larger wireless keyboard is a better option. (Also there’s something comforting about the clackity-clack of keys when you’re typing, I don’t know what it is.)

Strength: The iPad forces you to focus.

You can really only do one thing at a time with an iPad, which is a wonderful gift to those of us who are easily distracted. Distraction kills productivity and destroys excellence in our work. It’s why we’re seeing new apps show up for our laptops and desktop computers and plug-ins for our browsers to keep us away from Facebook or other sites when we should be working…

This has probably been my favorite thing about working on the iPad full-time over the last few days. I’m only doing one thing, and it’s taking me less time to do it (or rather, it’s taking me the same amount of time without the distractions).

Strength: The iPad forces you to adapt.

Because there’s no mouse and no trackpad for the iPad, you are forced to adapt. Admittedly this has been the most difficult part for me of the whole experience. There are some things that are just easier to do with a cursor, at least for now. Probably my biggest struggle has been with correcting spelling and not accidentally copying in a block of text that’s on my clipboard (this happened at least three times during the writing of this article, by the way).

But it’s fun to figure out the mechanics of how to work on a totally different set-up and find out that, with some minor tweaking, you can do most of what you need to do without too much fuss.

Would I go full-time permanently?

I’ve wondered about this for a while. In theory, I could probably do it, after getting used to a few things and making sure I’ve got all the right apps and accessories. But there are some things I can’t do (or at least, I’ve not figured out how to yet).

I like doing the occasional bit of design work for the blog or for an eBook, but there aren’t a lot of good tools out there for the iPad—and maybe there shouldn’t be. I might change my mind, but for now, the thing I appreciate the most about the iPad is its simplicity. I can write a significant amount of text easily and effectively. I can store it and distribute it with ease. Used strictly as a writing tool, it’s wonderful. But for the rest, maybe it’s better to leave those to other tools. In a pinch, though, I’m more than happy to work on an iPad.

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Late in 2011, I broke down and purchased my first Kindle, and at the beginning of 2012, wrote about what I loved so far and what I didn’t love so much. In March, while in Nashville, I upgraded my Kindle to the Touch (Emily is now enjoying my original Kindle) and that pretty much took care of most of my complaints about the Kindle experience. Then, a few months later, I did something crazy:

I bought an iPad.

(This is really only crazy from my perspective–I usually don’t go on a huge tech binge like I’ve done this year.)

This summer gave me the opportunity to try a lot of different kinds of digital reading experiences, from the Kindle for iPad app, the Kindle itself and a dipping a toe into iBooks as well. How’d I like them? Here’s my take:

Kindle Touch

I love touch-screen interfaces. This was, pretty much, the biggest frustration I had with my original Kindle (that and it being useless for note taking). The on-screen keyboard, while a little clunky, is super-easy to use and I’m so glad they upgraded the highlighting function to cross pages when necessary. Grabbing highlights from personal documents is easy (just connect to a computer and open the text file), sharing is no problem, text is sharp… all in all, the Kindle Touch offers a terrific reading experience. In fact, it’s my primary reading device when I’m at home. When I’m out, though, that’s another story.

Kindle for iPad

As much as I love the Kindle Touch reading experience, I don’t like always travelling with multiple devices. It’s a bit awkward to be carrying around the Kindle and a laptop and an iPad, y’know? So when I’m out and about during the day, I take my iPad with me. What I love about the Kindle for iPad app is it keeps track of progress across devices (when connected to WiFi), has decent highlighting and note taking tools, and sharing quotes is still a snap. Whenever I’m reading a book purchased from Amazon, my highlights are stored online at kindle.amazon.com, which is helpful.

The one thing I’ve not done (yet) is read a personal document on it. Honestly, I’m kind of afraid to. The concern I have there is that I won’t be able to access any highlights or notes I make (I’m not sure if they come across to the primary Kindle device or not—I know they’re not stored online, though). And because I do so much reading for review purposes, I really need those. (If a reader knows how to do this and can tell me, I will be in his or her debt.)

The one thing I really loved reading on the iPad was a graphic novel. This summer, I was challenged to read some “fun” books as I am a giant nerd. So, I bought a Superman graphic novel and read that, which was awesome. The colors were vibrant, the images were clear… It was definitely something I’d be happy to do again sometime.

But this year I didn’t limit myself to just the Kindle and the Kindle app. I tried one more, with less than favorable results.

iBooks

I’m an Apple geek. We have multiple iDevices kicking about our home and that’s likely not going to change anytime soon. However, iBooks is by far the worst reading app I’ve used so far. While, visually, it’s nice and clear, but that’s pretty much it if you’re not reading an ePub book. If you’re reading a PDF, you’ve got nothing but the little bookmark thing and that’s it. While I’ve not given up on the app entirely, it’s definitely not been a favorite of mine so far.

Although I’m not 100 percent sold on any one type of digital reading experience (I’ve not tried the Kobo app yet and haven’t really gotten into some of the others that are out there), the Kindle and Kindle app are definitely my favorites at this stage, if for no other reason than I have so many Kindle books. I suspect they’ll continue to be my top choices for the foreseeable future.

Are you a digital reader? What’s your preference for device/app?

Vacation Fun

Aaron Armstrong —  August 1, 2012 — Leave a comment

This week I’m near Hastings, Ontario, enjoying a very rustic cabin, some fun riding around in my dad’s fishing boat, reading, and, of course spending some time with the family. Here’s a few highlights of our time away so far:

The second catch of the day (the last one was a bass).

Abigail's first fish (w/her Granddad)

 Abigail smiling with glee as she looks at her very first fish; her granddad looks just as thrilled.

What does Hudson like to do best at this point? Chill in the tent. Mission accomplished.

Hannah loves sparklers

And then there’s Hannah, our child with no fear. While we missed out getting some photos of our tubing ride, we did get a nice shot of her looking gleefully at a sparkler (held by her aunt Becky). If only I’d got a picture of her digging into a s’more…

That’s all from vacation-land for now.

Have you taken some time off this summer? What’s been a highlight?

Last year, I took a few weeks off from the blog during August. It was terrific to unplug, unwind and read some really great content from a number of different voices. In fact, it was such a great experience, I’m doing it again!

If you’ve got something you think needs to be shared with the world I’d like to provide a platform for some other bloggers with 10-15 posts in the month of August. If you’d like to submit something, here are a few details you need to know:

  1. You should have an active blog (although if you don’t, it’s not the end of the world)
  2. You need to be familiar with the flavor of Blogging Theologically and be willing to write material that will be in line thematically
  3. Your content needs to be encouraging to God’s people and glorifying to God
  4. Your guest posts must be submitted to me by July 18

Think you’re up for it? Send me an email, tell me what you want to write about and we’ll talk about what collaborating looks like.

Looking forward to your responses!


Let’s take a trip back in time to see the top ten posts in March:

  1. Everyday Theology: God Won’t Give You More Than You Can Handle (July 2009)
  2. Everyday Theology: God helps those who help themselves (July 2009)
  3. John Piper on Mark Driscoll & John MacArthur (May 2009)
  4. The Dos and Don’ts of Book Reviews (or at least how I do them) (January 2011)
  5. Book Review: Real Marriage by Mark and Grace Driscoll (December 2011)
  6. His Name was Smeagol (April 2010)
  7. Book Review: Love Wins by Rob Bell (March 2011)
  8. 3 Reasons Why I’m Hopeful About the A29 Leadership Change (March 2012)
  9. #Kindle Deals for the Christian Reader (March 2012)
  10. Should Christians “Name Names”? (March 2012)

And just for fun, here’s the next ten:

  1. Lessons from Nehemiah (Page)
  2. Notes from #TheGospelProject Webcast (March 2012)
  3. Everyday Theology: Preach the Gospel always, if necessary use words (July 2009)
  4. Solomon’s Advice for Bloggers (March 2012)
  5. Book Reviews (Page)
  6. Everyday Theology (Page)
  7. Book Review: How to Read the Bible through the Jesus Lens by Michael Williams (March 2012)
  8. Meet Hudson (March 2012)
  9. Where Is Jesus In The Old Testament? (June 2011)
  10. Book Review: From the Resurrection to His Return by D.A. Carson (March 2012)

If you haven’t had a chance to read any of these posts, I hope you’ll take a few minutes today to check them out.

The last little while has been a bit of a whirlwind around the Armstrong house. We’re beginning to settle into life with a new baby (Hudson’s already outgrown newborn size clothes and diapers—awesome!). I’m starting to work out plans for getting the word out about my next book, Contend (the release date has been pushed back to August 1, incidentally). We’re going through some interesting changes in my day job… and there have been a couple of other changes that have happened along the way.

The first is one that I kind of subtly inserted into my review of Who Am I? last week—recently I took on an extremely part-time role with Cruciform Press, helping out primarily in social media and marketing. I’m very excited and grateful to be trying out this new opportunity and am praying that the work I do will be helpful and fruitful.

The other thing that’s changed is something to do with conference season. The last few weeks have seen a number of folks asking, “Who is going to T4G”? Well, up until about three weeks ago, I’d have said, “Not me.” Things have changed a bit, however, and I’m happy to say that I will also be there in a couple of weeks. I’m extremely excited about this for a number of reasons:

  1. I get to catch up with some friends while I’m in the area (some of whom don’t live that far away from me)
  2. Spending time with the Cruciform team
  3. The conference material is undoubtedly going to be terrific
  4. It’s another place I’ve never been (although I love being home, it’s a lot of fun to experience new places)
  5. Band of Bloggers! Yes, I will indeed be there and am looking forward to meeting some of you who might be as well

As you can imagine, with all this going on, there are a lot of balls up in the air. So, if you’re so inclined, I’d greatly appreciate your prayers in managing my time well so that I’m not squandering it needlessly and compromising my ability to do all that I’ve been charged to do well and to God’s glory.

Meet Hudson

Aaron Armstrong —  March 19, 2012 — 15 Comments

As regular readers may recall, we’ve had a lot of baby drama going on lately. A number of false starts with labor, a threatened pre-term birth and a lot of general discomfort for Emily (my wife). Well, last night, after we’d finished celebrating our oldest daughter’s fifth birthday, labor began in earnest. We headed to the hospital at 6:30 pm and 5 hours later, at 11:36 pm, we got to meet our son, Hudson James Armstrong:

Introducing our baby boy, Hudson James Armstrong!

Hudson clocked in at 7 lbs, 12 oz and 21 inches long. The doctor also made a point of mentioning that he’s got pretty big feet. :)

As you can see, Emily and the baby are doing well:

And in case you had any doubt, Emily's sense of humor is still intact

Okay, we took a legit one, too:

A proud-and exhausted-mom & son moment

 Why Hudson? One of the things we’ve tried to do with our children is give them names with some historical or spiritual significance. With Hudson, we chose to name him after a man that we greatly respect, James Hudson Taylor, founder of China Inland Mission (now OMF International). Mr. & Mrs. Howard Taylor, authors of Hudson Taylor’s Spiritual Secret, describe him as follows:

He was a man of affairs, the father of a family, and one who bore large responsibilities. In tensely practical, he lived a life of constant change among all sorts and conditions of men. He was no giant in strength, no Atlas to bear the world upon his shoulders. . . . He [was] a hard worker and an efficient medical man; he was able to care for a baby, cook a dinner, keep accounts, and comfort the sick and sorrowing…

Above all, he put to the test the promises of God, and proved it possible to live a consistent spiritual life on the highest plane. He overcame difficulties such as few men have ever had to encounter, and left a work which long after his death is still growing in extent and usefulness. Inland China opened to the Gospel largely as an outcome of this life, tens of thousands of souls won to Christ in previously un reached provinces, twelve hundred missionaries depending upon God for the supply of all their needs without promise of salary, a mission which has never made an appeal for financial help, yet has never been in debt, that never asks man or woman to join its ranks, yet has sent to China recently two hundred new workers given in answer to prayer—such is the challenge that calls us to emulate Hudson Taylor’s faith and devotion.

That’s our hope for our little man—that he would grow up to be a man who, like Taylor, would “put to the test the promises of God” and be a man whose faith in Christ would worth of emulation. I can’t think of a better way to live.

Links I Like

Aaron Armstrong —  March 14, 2012 — Leave a comment

Not sure if this is going to be a regular feature or an occasional thing, but here are a few links I like:

Watch the Ligonier 2012 National Conference Live

The 2012 Ligonier National Conference, “The Christian Mind,” starts Thursday at 1pm EDT. During the conference R.C. Sproul will be joined by Sinclair Ferguson,Robert GodfreyMichael HortonSteven J. LawsonAlbert MohlerStephen MeyerR.C. Sproul Jr., and Del Tackett. Together they’ll consider the importance of building a Christian worldview, the role of education in the Christian life, science and God’s natural revelation, defending the faith, and many other topics.

Simply visit live.ligonier.org, give a gift of any amount to help cover this significant cost to the ministry, and we will provide you with a link to watch the 2012 National Conference live. However, if you are a Ministry Partner, attending the conference, or cannot afford to make a donation, we offer you the live stream without additional cost.

God’s Work, Our Response

Justin Holcomb:

The whole point of God’s initiative is illustrated in Mark 1:16–20 when Jesus begins gathering his disciples. It’s very important that Jesus was seeking his own disciples, because the custom was for disciples to seek out their own teachers. But of course it makes sense that the one who came to seek and save the lost would begin by seeking out his disciples himself.

Homosexuality and the RCA: A Call for Action, Consistency, and Faithfulness

Kevin DeYoung:

For several years the Reformed Church in America has approached the issue of homosexuality as an opportunity to have our cake and eat it too. On the one hand, we have numerous official statements which condemn homosexual behavior and affirm the normativity of heterosexual marriage between a man and a woman. And on the other hand, we can easily compile a growing number of incidents where our official statements are being disregarded with apparent immunity. We have a position that says one thing and a practice that allows for another. The time has come for the RCA to make up its mind on homosexuality. There are basically two different paths the denomination can take.

The Gospel Project Webcast

Just a quick reminder that the Gospel Project webcast will start at 2 pm CDT; really looking forward to seeing this content rolled out. Watch it live here.

“Trouble Will Soon Be Over”

HT: Ray Ortlund

Tuesday morning, I’m heading off to the exotic land of Nashville to live-blog the Gospel Project webcast and spend the day at Lifeway Christian Resources. Here’s a quick rundown of the event:

On March 14th, get an inside look at The Gospel Project, LifeWay’s new gospel-centered Bible study resource, through this special webcast event. Trevin Wax, Managing Editor of The Gospel Project, will host as Advisory Council members Matt Chandler and J.D. Greear, and General Editor Ed Stetzer, talk about gospel-centeredness in the lives of Christians and the church, today. Matt Chandler will discuss the need to make the gospel explicit in our small groups, J.D. Greear will discuss the need to ground our life-application in the gospel, and Ed Stetzer will talk about the need for gospel-centeredness to move us out on mission for God’s Kingdom.

1. The content. I’m genuinely excited to learn more about The Gospel Project—all of us, regardless of our familiarity with the Scriptures, will benefit from sound teaching that makes much of Jesus. Matt Chandler does a great job of this in the following video:

2. The Q&A. In addition to each speaker’s topical teaching, there will be the opportunity for some q&a and a panel discussion. Q&As can be a lot of fun if there are a lot of good questions and panel discussions are often the best part of these sorts of events. At TGC 2011, some of the best sessions were the ones that involved the panelists interacting with one another (the last minute addition of a panel discussion on the doctrine of hell is a good example). Looking forward to seeing how the discussion goes.

3. Nashville. This one isn’t so much a webcast specific bit, but it’s still a big deal to me as I’ve never visited Nash Vegas until now (despite having a number of friends in the area). Looking forward to seeing the sites, hopefully hanging out with Matt & Josh from the Bridge in Spring Hill, and seeing if Nashville lives up to the hype. Anything you recommend checking out in downtown Nashville?

Be sure to check out the live webcast Wednesday at 2 PM (CDT).