Over the last several days, we’ve met dozens of children, but I’ve never really been able to have much of a conversation.
I think this has a lot to do with expectations; being so concerned that I need to say something profound that will impact these kids lives forever, or avoiding saying something that would inadvertently damage them beyond measure. (No pressure, huh?)
Thursday was different.
In our last project visit, I had a chance to really just relax and have some fun. And after an intense game of volleyball, I took a seat on the stairs to have a drink and recharge.
Carmen sat down next to me and started talking.
I learned that she was eleven years old and has one brother named Pedro who is also at the project. She has two cats, named “White” and “Black.” She loves science & social studies, and she wants to be a lawyer.
I asked her why and she said, “I just like what they do.” (Seems as good a reason as any, I think.)
She asked me whether I play any instruments, and I told her about how I used to play the trombone when I was a bit older than she is now. We talked about music, drawing, family, our favorite colors, what I do for a living…
We just talked. No pressure, nothing seriously profound. Just a nice conversation.
I think it’s what both of us needed.
I wonder how often our expectations get in the way of us simply enjoying the opportunities and connections that God brings into our lives? To miss the trees for the forest sometimes. (Yes, I meant to say it that way in case you were curious.)
If I’d been stuck in that mode, I don’t know that I would have been able to enjoy this time with Carmen.
Her sitting down with me was a wonderful gift from God. Our conversation may not have been earth-shatteringly profound, but it made an impact. And I’m grateful for it.